11.14.2003

now i understand

now playing: music from hell.

i'm on hold right now, waiting to talk to a friend...

a light bulb has gone off over the top of my head. i have just been enlightened with an understanding i've never fully had before.

i have seen (heard) just what could possibly motivate someone to place the barrel of a gun in their mouth and pull the trigger. i never really understood this before, but now i think i do.

the hold music on the phone right now is jimmy buffett's version of "southern cross".

good thing there are no loaded weapons about...



MAKE IT STOP!